I'm trying to figure out the next chapter, how I'm going to make money and how I'm going to live authentically. Right now I have this huge cough that won't go away (the doctor didn't see anything other than a viral infection that needs to run its course) so I'm writing in the hopes that it will break the logjam that is holding me here. Any time I get really sick it has more to do with what's going on with me spiritually than physical causes. Once I clear out the stuff that's really going on, I go on the mend.
So what is going on? So far, feels around aging/beyond my physical prime, intimate relationships/lack thereof, wanting to sing/do music vs financial compensation, and forgetting how to dream big and make things happen.
For a while now I've had a morning ritual where I do some kind of meditation or mantra, then I pull daily meditation cards. I note this in my journal plus any insights I've had. The cards have been talking about needing to establish rituals and find talismans to work with. I'm still figuring out how that's all going to look but I'm trying a few things now to see what works. At present, I'm working on shifting energy in my space to help shift my physical energy. Sleeping would be great!
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